My Mission

Alright!

here's the thing
I'm turning 23 this year , and i felt tat i gotta really make a move and make things right this time, before its too late!
and the issue is my WEIGHT!
pass few few weeks i'v been craving and eating a lot which got me out of my lead.
so as for now i'm gonna control my cravings for GOOD! yeah diet & exercise as well!
Shall consume lots of green tea & water ! not overly but enough to flush my system!
Other den that i gotta sleep early hopefully before 12am if possible. haha
I'm giving myself a target to achieve by the end of each week.. and mission i shall achieve to fulfill my own happiness for my own self." YOU JUST GOTTA LEARN TO LOVE YOURSELF"

oh btw, i've got like 3 weeks till finals so much to be done and more to come!
that's bout it for now! and alright i shall try to keep an update of each day of the mission =)

till den!
I BELIEVE IN U <3
wish me luck!

with love
Shan

i feel so lost right now!

LOST!!!
this is crappy!
why after so damn long i waited for sumone...
and now yes there is sumone...
and if im going to leave aussie for good den .. it's all gonna be so damnn sad!!
AHH sumoen pls tell me wat to do!
i feel so wrong, so lost, so confused!!!

needs some love
xoxo
shan

Whatever it takes!

OMFG!!!
talking bout going aboard to study!
a friend of mine just reminded me about the full body check up which i had to go through while i apply to Aussie!
i'm so worried now!
i so so so need to work things out
caz ....
i'm bloody running out of time if i'm going abroad
i only have 2 freaking months left!!!
so so need to watch my diet and get into shape within this few weeks!
I GOT TO!!
okay i'm gonna tell myself that i can!

oh well, i shall take whatever circumstances i have to go through to work it out!
till den thats all for now..
i'm back to my assignments

peace out !
xoxo
shan

Sydney anyone?!

it been a while ..

been doing some thinking lately

bout my future & studies of course

well...

i've always wanted to further my studies

where at?!

YES AUSSIE!!

now just hope i can really go for good!

thinking of transferring to Raffles Sydney next sem which is in July

yeah i know its pretty soon but i dont mind..

its time for me to explore more while i can..

i'm turning 23 this year i aint a lil girl no more

would be good to learn to be a independent for now..

oh well, i hope all things goes well..

well thats all for hoping !!

but i really am looking forward for a

BIG CHANGE !

A GOOD CHANGE !

as for now i gotta work harder this sem..

been too much of slacking around and wasting my precious time =(

other den that, i've gotta find out more bout transferring

and

YES MONEY is AN ISSUE for the parents!

shall try to persuade them =)

thats all for now

more updates soon i hope

till den

xoxo

shan

loved always <3

it must have been love

Lay a whisper on my pillow

Leave the winter on the ground

I wake up lonely, is there a silence

In the bedroom and all around

Touch me now, I close my eyes

And dream away...

It must have been love, but it's over now

It must have been good, but I lost it somehow

It must have been love, but it's over now

From the moment we touched till the time had run out

Make believing we're together

That I'm sheltered by your heart

But in and outside I turn to water

Like a teardrop in your palm

And it's a hard winter's day

I dream away...

It must have been love, but it's over now

It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without

It must have been love, but it's over now

It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows

It must have been love, but it's over now

It must have been good, but I lost it somehow

It must have been love, but it's over now

From the moment we touched till the time had run out

" sometimes it can hurt so much , its been so long yet i can never find my self over u.. its like the moment lasts forever and all i ever wanted was just you "

here comes the tiger! I say: " prepare to fight! "

yes yes yes

i know i never kept my promises bout updating my blog

and yes yes its been a while.. seems like ages =P

but oh well, i'm sorta in the mood for it now XD

the thing about blogging ... it never seems to hit me like other crazy ass bloggers

they can go on day by day perhaps forever blogging bout their daily life.. which i dun really see a point unless like people like me ? u? which are so eager aka "8" to know whats going on with thier daily life... such as shopping? girl/boy gossips? family probs? travel? relationship matters and so on... like think about it ,its funny how the world spins and how from blogging u practically live ur live IN IT!

but oh well with all said, its human nature i suppose

different people have different behavior, different attitude & different perspective with life !

so shall they be!

a friend of mine asked me : What would u do when your unhappy?

i answered : i never liked keeping the unhappiness within me, i always try to find someone who understand me well and just express my thoughts ... sometimes letting those feelings out u'll feel much better.. i always believed being ego will never led u to where u wanna be, we gotta be humble caz life is just to precious to hide yourself from fear .

maybe u'll agree with me maybe u wont ... there's no wrong or right to anything its who we are who makes us different from each other =)

till then , CNY is a few days ahead ,HAPPY SPENDING ppl !

wish me luck!

blaaaaa...
just a short update..
so yeah...
been so busy as usual never ending work loads ...
and yeah! EXAM WEEK is coming up!
i've got 3 modules to cover!
and i'v got so much undone ... sighh
well people do wish me luck!!
i hope i'll do fine for my papers
alrite te
back to my studying now
ARGHHH!!!
theory theory theory!!

*trying to fit as much as i can into my head & hope it stays till its all over*

loved

♥

shan

(ps : i miss u :p)